March 2012
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Writer's Block.
I want to write again… The same way words were able to flow out of my mouth so smoothly before. But I can’t seem to get a grip on what exactly write and how to transfer it from my heart and mind, through a pencil and onto paper. Though it seems I’m not even able to understand what I feel anymore, or how to portray it in a way that makes sense to me. I never thought it would...
February 2012
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I was always thanking God for finally giving me...
December 2010
1 post
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THE BASIC DIFFERENCE...
Between God and Humans is..
God gives, gives, gives and forgives.
But Humans?
Humans gets, gets, gets, and forgets.
November 2010
2 posts
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Bookmark this.
There are two mental notes you should always keep in mind..
1.) Never make any decisions when you’re angry.
And..
2.) Never make any promises when you’re happy.
October 2010
14 posts
Players only love you when they're playing.
Reality.
This one's for you.
neekachu:
This is for the ladies who give their all and expect nothing in return. The ladies who have been through it all and still hold their head up high. The ladies that know there’s a fine line between having fun and knowing when to behave. The ladies that leave the past where it belongs; in the past. The ladies that know how to put on a pretty face, even when things aren’t okay. The ladies...
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You're my favorite ghost.
I love this time of year. Your presence fills me with so much bliss, and warmth. I know I promised I would let you go, but I don’t want to. You bring complete and utter happiness to my life, and even if you are with God right now.. Thank you for showing me that you’re still there.. It’s been four years since I’ve last seen your smile, and it still breaks my heart knowing I...
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The worst thing you can do to love, is deny it.
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If we're all alone, we're all together in that...
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Defeated by silence.
“You don’t smile anymore…” What hurts the most about breaking up, is thinking about what was yet in store becoming part of storage. Who knows about the happiness a couple can soon share, when the time will never come. I couldn’t find a sense of motivation to smile, a real smile… One that can enlighten a soul, and tell a story. “Seems like I don’t...
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Falling stars.
I don’t have a home… A fenced in building with identical picture frames lining the wallpaper, complimenting the curtains. Worn out, rugged couches, adjacent to a cobble stone fireplace, perfectly set in front of a television screen, on top of drawers packed with DVD’s and old videotapes of ballet recitals and first soccer goals. Scented towels and matching colored floor mats with...
Love me, unconditionally.
What will it take for you to not hurt me anymore? You don’t realize how much your lies kills me inside. I try to escape it but I’m stuck in this same circle. I don’t want you to hurt me anymore… I don’t want you to lie to me. We only have each other now, so is there a possible way we can work things out? I still need you nonetheless, even at times when I tend to push...
A true friend stabs you in the front.
September 2010
2 posts
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Until Next Time.
No one wants to say goodbye… With such a powerful meaning, we often say this word as if it meant nothing. A basic, respectful way to know we’re going separate ways, accompanied by other appropriate phrases like, “until next time” or “I’ll talk to you later.” So why is it that we even bother to say goodbye if seeing that person again will soon be at hand?...
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Beach Cruisers.
I want to grow old with you. Early Saturday mornings, watching cartoons. Side by side, we toast with our milk. Sitting comfortably in a fort we’ve built. As we close our eyes and pray on Sundays, Through trying times, we’ll find our ways. Lazy Monday afternoons with nothing to do, Sipping lemonade as I read books with you. A full Tuesday planned ahead of us, Enjoying each moment...
August 2010
11 posts
King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles
Keep...
Victory Party.
It isn’t being in denial. Nor do I portray myself as vulnerable. I have my dignity to preserve, and I have a clear perspective of it. An obstacle course is all that separates me from the person I aspire to be. It isn’t taking a safe toll or dodging caution signs. I refuse to consider any pit stops and unfortunately that’s where you’re stranded… I can see you budging,...
You Lost Me - Christina Aguilera
I am done,...
Day 8; letter to my favorite internet friend.
acorpuz:
Dear Jemma Joy, I remember first talking to you. Vivian Trang told me that you and I should be friends because we would get along so well. I did not understand why, but I am always up to meet new people, and from the result, you were willing as well. It was interesting learning of your life through pictures and conversations. I realize that we do withhold common interest when it...
Basement Party - The Cool Kids
Just the perfect...
"We can get through this."
We surely flew through it.. Unfortunately we crashed. Faster than I was able to say, “it’s not me, it’s you.” Although the downfall did hurt me a lot more than hitting the ground. As always, I still have the heart to say, “it’s okay..” Because no matter what the victim feels and no matter what the witnesses claim.. God knows how hard I’ve tried. You...
When life pushes you down to your knees..
Just close your eyes, and pray.
There's no such thing as "closed doors."
It’s unfortunate realizing you truly love someone once they have already walked out the door. Although it only seems right. Back tracking on the minor and important mishaps held in the relationship only seems appropriate when the relationship is no longer yours. Unintentional cringing tingles through your body as the thought of previous mistakes takes part in your mind. Though it’s not...
July 2010
4 posts
It's so hard..
When you know how to fix the lives of others, but you don’t know how to fix your own.. Sometimes a good listener needs a good listener as well.
He's like a jukebox. You slip in a quarter, and a...
I'm not a perfect lover.
I’m not a perfect lover. I can get a little out of hand. I say what’s on my mind, and I never listen. I take steps forward yet I take steps back. Jealous, insecured as a matter of fact. Pick a fight that can turn into war, start a bickle bringing up mistakes from before.
I’m not a perfect lover. I can get a little demanding, and at times I refuse to be understanding. I tend to...
I am in the midst of unhappiness.
Oh, where are my better days?
June 2010
2 posts
"When all things falter, do not falter with it."
I have the stability of a psycho genius, the heart of a fragile perfectionist, and the soul of a indigent, complacent follower. I have feet of those that cannot walk another step, hands of the forbidden weak, eyes of those who cannot see beyond, mouth of those who cannot speak beyond, and ears of those who cannot hear beyond. I’m trapped in a box, when I get the courage to break free.. I get...
May 2010
14 posts
To be continued.
The majority of my written pieces in my journal ends with those three words. It’s pretty much self-explanatory. Life will always continue. I haven’t reread nor updated my journal in quite a long time. I’ve been terribly busy with work, side-line hangouts,the boyfriend, coordinating family parties, and hosting gigs. It’s a shame that I haven’t had time to record my...
Never ending circle.
Sometimes you won’t find closure in feeling pain, despair, anger or frustration. You won’t find closure in feeling alone and empty because someone has left you.. There’s no precise way you can finally move on or let go. There’s a slight difference between the two. Moving on is having the ability to accept what has become, and admit to yourself that effort, patience and time doesn’t always work...
(Taking it back old school) Nas ft. Chrisette...
It feels permanent this time.
I just cannot get over the fact that I am hurt. And I cannot get over the fact that it happens to show physically, on my face. Through my eyes.. I looked at a mirror and I can distinguish the despair reaping through my pupils, finding an escape. All I can perceive is a girl colliding into a glass window bearing bloody hands because breaking through is the just most she can do. I can grasp the...
Hey Stranger.
Written by an amazing woman, minhty.
“How can I write about someone I’ve never met? Someone I never knew existed? I would guess your favorite color, your age, or what keeps you up at night. But my money would bet on the possibility that I’d be wrong. I can write about your favorite get away, that spot you run to when you’re in a rut. But I don’t even know where you’re currently residing...
Made my day the moment I read this. :)
meeeees:
Thank You Jemma. <3 Come home to Riverside soon pleasee!
Just something you deserved to hear (: Aw, like I just told Kristheo right now! I’ll be attending RCC in the fall! Can’t wait to see you soon love <33 I’ll be coming home a lot sooner than I thought.
Rest in Paradise.
One day, I’ll dream your dreams for you. I’ll accomplish your goals for you. I’ll fulfill your ambitions for you. I’ll witness a miracle for you. I’ll be strong for you. I’ll grow up for you. I’ll live life for you.