February 2011
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I was always thanking God for finally giving me...
December 2010
1 post
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THE BASIC DIFFERENCE...
Between God and Humans is..
God gives, gives, gives and forgives.
But Humans?
Humans gets, gets, gets, and forgets.
November 2010
4 posts
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Hello Tumblr.
May I have a moment of your time? I have a simple question to ask you, your answer may be however you suppose. Of course there are no wrong or right answers. This is your opinion. Be as blunt as you’d like of as personal as you choose to be…
What is the hardest breakup.. Why?
A.) Mutual; When both opposing sides have raised the white flag.
B.) Two is a party, three is a crowd; When...
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Bookmark this.
There are two mental notes you should always keep in mind..
1.) Never make any decisions when you’re angry.
And..
2.) Never make any promises when you’re happy.
WatchJanuary 21, 2010 — I still can’t believe you’re gone.
October 2010
16 posts
Players only love you when they're playing.
Reality.
This one's for you.
neekachu:
This is for the ladies who give their all and expect nothing in return. The ladies who have been through it all and still hold their head up high. The ladies that know there’s a fine line between having fun and knowing when to behave. The ladies that leave the past where it belongs; in the past. The ladies that know how to put on a pretty face, even when things aren’t okay. The ladies...
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You're my favorite ghost.
I love this time of year. Your presence fills me with so much bliss, and warmth. I know I promised I would let you go, but I don’t want to. You bring complete and utter happiness to my life, and even if you are with God right now.. Thank you for showing me that you’re still there.. It’s been four years since I’ve last seen your smile, and it still breaks my heart knowing I...
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The worst thing you can do to love, is deny it.
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If we're all alone, we're all together in that...
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Defeated by silence.
“You don’t smile anymore…” What hurts the most about breaking up, is thinking about what was yet in store becoming part of storage. Who knows about the happiness a couple can soon share, when the time will never come. I couldn’t find a sense of motivation to smile, a real smile… One that can enlighten a soul, and tell a story. “Seems like I don’t...
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Falling stars.
I don’t have a home… A fenced in building with identical picture frames lining the wallpaper, complimenting the curtains. Worn out, rugged couches, adjacent to a cobble stone fireplace, perfectly set in front of a television screen, on top of drawers packed with DVD’s and old videotapes of ballet recitals and first soccer goals. Scented towels and matching colored floor mats with...
Love me, unconditionally.
What will it take for you to not hurt me anymore? You don’t realize how much your lies kills me inside. I try to escape it but I’m stuck in this same circle. I don’t want you to hurt me anymore… I don’t want you to lie to me. We only have each other now, so is there a possible way we can work things out? I still need you nonetheless, even at times when I tend to push...
A true friend stabs you in the front.
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Happy birthday.
A long awaited occasion, I cannot begin to express how much significance this day means to my heart. When I was 12 years old, my two past best friends and I have been planning our 18th birthday, long before we even knew what a debut was… Considering our birthdays are scattered across the calender, we were willing to combine three events into one and spend each memorable second together....
I'm turning 18 this Thursday (:
That is all.
September 2010
4 posts
“Guys talk a lot, but have nothing to say. Girls want to talk, but no one will...”
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Until Next Time.
No one wants to say goodbye… With such a powerful meaning, we often say this word as if it meant nothing. A basic, respectful way to know we’re going separate ways, accompanied by other appropriate phrases like, “until next time” or “I’ll talk to you later.” So why is it that we even bother to say goodbye if seeing that person again will soon be at hand?...
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Beach Cruisers.
I want to grow old with you. Early Saturday mornings, watching cartoons. Side by side, we toast with our milk. Sitting comfortably in a fort we’ve built. As we close our eyes and pray on Sundays, Through trying times, we’ll find our ways. Lazy Monday afternoons with nothing to do, Sipping lemonade as I read books with you. A full Tuesday planned ahead of us, Enjoying each moment...
August 2010
12 posts
King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles
Keep...
Victory Party.
It isn’t being in denial. Nor do I portray myself as vulnerable. I have my dignity to preserve, and I have a clear perspective of it. An obstacle course is all that separates me from the person I aspire to be. It isn’t taking a safe toll or dodging caution signs. I refuse to consider any pit stops and unfortunately that’s where you’re stranded… I can see you budging,...
You Lost Me - Christina Aguilera
I am done,...
Anonymous asked: jem, marco has michelle... will has grace... marcel has tara... and karl has relle... but pat left you. so you have no one again. HAHA. how do you manage to deal with that?
Day 8; letter to my favorite internet friend.
acorpuz:
Dear Jemma Joy, I remember first talking to you. Vivian Trang told me that you and I should be friends because we would get along so well. I did not understand why, but I am always up to meet new people, and from the result, you were willing as well. It was interesting learning of your life through pictures and conversations. I realize that we do withhold common interest when it...
Basement Party - The Cool Kids
Just the perfect...
"We can get through this."
We surely flew through it.. Unfortunately we crashed. Faster than I was able to say, “it’s not me, it’s you.” Although the downfall did hurt me a lot more than hitting the ground. As always, I still have the heart to say, “it’s okay..” Because no matter what the victim feels and no matter what the witnesses claim.. God knows how hard I’ve tried. You...
When life pushes you down to your knees..
Just close your eyes, and pray.
There's no such thing as "closed doors."
It’s unfortunate realizing you truly love someone once they have already walked out the door. Although it only seems right. Back tracking on the minor and important mishaps held in the relationship only seems appropriate when the relationship is no longer yours. Unintentional cringing tingles through your body as the thought of previous mistakes takes part in your mind. Though it’s not...
July 2010
4 posts
It's so hard..
When you know how to fix the lives of others, but you don’t know how to fix your own.. Sometimes a good listener needs a good listener as well.
He's like a jukebox. You slip in a quarter, and a...
I'm not a perfect lover.
I’m not a perfect lover. I can get a little out of hand. I say what’s on my mind, and I never listen. I take steps forward yet I take steps back. Jealous, insecured as a matter of fact. Pick a fight that can turn into war, start a bickle bringing up mistakes from before.
I’m not a perfect lover. I can get a little demanding, and at times I refuse to be understanding. I tend to...
I am in the midst of unhappiness.
Oh, where are my better days?
June 2010
3 posts
"When all things falter, do not falter with it."
I have the stability of a psycho genius, the heart of a fragile perfectionist, and the soul of a indigent, complacent follower. I have feet of those that cannot walk another step, hands of the forbidden weak, eyes of those who cannot see beyond, mouth of those who cannot speak beyond, and ears of those who cannot hear beyond. I’m trapped in a box, when I get the courage to break free.. I get...
You need to be you again.
(Before my dad left).
“Good morning.” I calmly open my eyes to a blurred view of my dad. I can vaguely see my clock to my left. 7:46 in the morning. It’s a Friday today, another summer day for me. The sunlight peered through the windows, the curtain was open but as I recall.. I closed them weeks ago and have not open them since then. Every day, each hour, my room is quiet. Not a...
May 2010
15 posts
To be continued.
The majority of my written pieces in my journal ends with those three words. It’s pretty much self-explanatory. Life will always continue. I haven’t reread nor updated my journal in quite a long time. I’ve been terribly busy with work, side-line hangouts,the boyfriend, coordinating family parties, and hosting gigs. It’s a shame that I haven’t had time to record my...
Never ending circle.
Sometimes you won’t find closure in feeling pain, despair, anger or frustration. You won’t find closure in feeling alone and empty because someone has left you.. There’s no precise way you can finally move on or let go. There’s a slight difference between the two. Moving on is having the ability to accept what has become, and admit to yourself that effort, patience and time doesn’t always work...
(Taking it back old school) Nas ft. Chrisette...