Victory Party.
It isn’t being in denial. Nor do I portray myself as vulnerable. I have my dignity to preserve, and I have a clear perspective of it. An obstacle course is all that separates me from the person I aspire to be. It isn’t taking a safe toll or dodging caution signs. I refuse to consider any pit stops and unfortunately that’s where you’re stranded… I can see you budging, bulldozing anything holding you from moving forward… But your back is still up against the wall. It isn’t taking the easy way out, but that doesn’t mean I’m playing with fire. You were right. We won’t ever fully understand each other. I was only trying because I wanted to help you find your way in life. That doesn’t mean a piggy back ride is the way through. Being with you is like raising the white flag. The point of surrender. But I am far too deep in this path and there is no way will I turn around… Even for you. You will come to realize that all roads do lead to home. So in order for me to attend the victory party, I need to fight this battle on my own. Even if it means I loose a bit of myself in this war.
