There’s no such thing as “closed doors.”
It’s unfortunate realizing you truly love someone once they have already walked out the door. Although it only seems right. Back tracking on the minor and important mishaps held in the relationship only seems appropriate when the relationship is no longer yours. Unintentional cringing tingles through your body as the thought of previous mistakes takes part in your mind. Though it’s not only mistakes that enable your mind to linger in the past. You can only take so much, that when everything begins to build up, you just want everything to disappear, and wish none of this nonsense ever happened. So you regret. Along side, with feeling guilty. Guilty about wanting to move on or let go. But wanting to rid something or someone that once meant so much to you, can only be part of your conscience now.. So yet, you refuse to simply forget that person. With that being done, it’s our human nature to bring about the positive and negative outcomes of a previous relationship.
All in all, effort, time and hard word (the three cliches) invested in that person WAS not a waste of time. Taking risks isn’t about giving anyone chances. It’s about knowing who you really want to be with and sacrificing because you know that person is worth it.
It is unfortunate realizing you truly love someone once they have already walked out the door..
So don’t close it.
